I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home – Lorrie Moore

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Chosen by Jo

A tragic-comic ghost story set in the 19th and 21st centuries. I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home is a story of death and passion via characters who are haunted by the past and history and their loves. They are a man who takes a road trip with the zombie corpse of his ex, and a boarding house ma’am in Post Civil war times writing letters to her sister about a shady character.

The whole Enterprise of Life was snooty and didn’t really want that much to do with death. Death made Life look bad.

● This book initially drew me in with great lines and poignant scenes, especially when Finn was visiting his dying brother Max. I loved the following quote: “Death made Life look bad”. However, the following section, where Finn is on a road trip with his ex’s ghost, became tedious, with endless nonsensical exchanges between the two characters. A lot of emphasis was placed on her decay and I felt like exclaiming “she’s dead! I get it!” The link between this narrative and the other, set in the 19th century, was not obvious and seemed pointless even after researching it further. This was a short book that felt long. – Jo

● It is hard to write up my thoughts on a book that I didn’t really understand. I could explain parts of the book, but in terms of the general storyline I am lost. It’s been a while since I’ve been this bamboozled (and disappointed) by a novel. The one thing that did really stand out is that the main character is a not-particularly-interesting man and constantly hearing about his uninspired musings was tiring. – Suzy

I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home is a novel that I just couldn’t connect with. Its themes are of a dark nature – death, grief, mental illness and suicide – and Moore’s attempts at humour in parts didn’t do it for me. I was waiting for the two narratives to come together, which they did at one point, but it was such a small connection it could have been easily missed by the reader. I did enjoy the beginning of the novel but all in all it felt disjointed, lacking in plot and characterisation. – Jodie

● Typically I like unusual/absurdist fiction but it’s fair to say I didn’t know what was going on for much of this book. The brothers reliving moments in a hospital room was sweet; the same brother on a roadie with a decaying, talking corpse was darkly funny; the letters from Eliza to her sister were interesting. But I was constantly trying to find the links between all these parts and wondering ‘what is this book about?’ And I don’t know if my questions were completely answered by the end. – Rachel


Published 2023
Knopf
208 pages

2024 – NZ Book Awards

The notable feature of this year’s longlist was the number of big name authors who have won literary awards in the past and featured on all sorts of national and international prize lists. Previous winners of this award Stephen Daisley, Pip Adam, Eleanor Catton, Emily Perkins and Catherine Chidgey all graced the list, along with Anna Smaill who has been longlisted for the Booker Prize in the past. They are joined by four up and comers: Emma Hislop, Tihema Baker, Amy Head and Emma Ling-Sidham.

The shortlist ended up with four of the previous winners taking centre stage. These talented authors have produced a snapshot of New Zealand with their shortlisted works the produced probably the strongest shortlist the Prize has seen for a long time.

A Better Place by Stephen Daisley tells of twin brothers fighting in Crete during World War II. It looks at the horrors our young men were subjected to and how love, camaraderie and bravery were paramount to any kind of survival. It is unapologetically brutal.

Birnam Wood by Eleanor Catton takes inspiration from Macbeth in the story of a clash between a guerilla gardening group and a US billionaire, both using NZ land illegally. This eco-political thriller is set in 2016 and there are many references to events, people, political decision making and conversations in the public arena of the time.

Lioness by Emily Perkins is the story of a woman in her 50s who must adapt and transform after her husband is accused of corruption. Set in Wellington prior to Covid it raises questions about male-dominated capitalist circles and how women are affected by their eat or be eaten mentality.

Audition by Pip Adam is a sci-fi, social fiction and experimental fiction blend, examining the state of New Zealand’s justice and prison systems with three prisoners set off in a space ship as part of their sentences. As they settle in a new land the author examines what it takes to be a good coloniser.

..the real choices that you make in your life, the really difficult, defining choices are never between what’s right and what’s easy. They’re between what’s wrong and what’s hard. – Birnam Wood.

● Rachel: I can only imagine how hard it was to pick a shortlist this year with so much talent in the longlist. I have read seven of the books and was disappointed that Pet and Bird Life did not make it. In any other year I think Backwaters would have been a contender – I’m hoping Ling-Sidham takes the debut novel award.

My pick for the winner is Lioness. It has excellent characters, an addictive story line and raises many societal questions for the reader to ponder. Especially about how women are viewed by both men and women in society. The concept of privilege, and the idea of being in a pack, to be embraced one day and discarded the next, is strong. Perkins has adeptly woven so many techniques into the structure of the book and I admire her ability to entertain, question and take moral responsibility for what she is producing.

Pip Adam and Eleanor Catton have taken this social responsibility line too, but I feel Audition is too experimental for its point to be properly understood by the everyday reader (this includes myself) though her ability to write outside what is usual and expected could secure her the win. Catton made me feel like I was being lectured to (albeit in a page-turning, entertaining way). For me, I appreciate a writer raising serious topics but I want the freedom to consider and form my own opinions, not be preached at. A Better Place is a hard book to read due to its unrelenting war content but I did enjoy it and think it’s a strong contender for the win due to its historical context. It has recorded an important time in New Zealand history and done so in an artful, poetic way.

My order of who I think should win changes everyday because it’s such a strong list but today it is this: it includes all seven of the books I have read because I think some of those who missed out were hard done by. Lioness — Bird Life — A Better Place — Pet — Birnam Wood — Audition — Backwaters.

● Suzy: I’m still a bit miffed that Bird Life by Anna Smail wasn’t shortlisted, but in saying that I’m unsure which of these four shortlisters doesn’t deserve to be here as they are all pretty spectacular.

Overall I thought Lioness was the standout – the prickly energy of this novel still resonates with me. Following that I liked Birnam Wood, Audition and then A Better Place. A Better Place doesn’t deserve to be fourth, I just found it to be so utterly relentless to the point of often being unbearable – surely a sign that the author is completely on point.

A Better Place – Stephen Daisley

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Two Kiwi brothers head off to WWII but only one comes home. A graphic, realistic portrayal of war that pulls no punches but also a tender story of grief and love amongst the brutality of conflict.

He saw the beating of his heart in the ragged flesh and knew he had to close off the main arteries. He bent forward, tore up handfuls of dirt and grass and pressed them into the mess where his foot had been. The welter of blood between his fingers slowed. He could feel the pulpiness of the flesh, the sharpness of the bones.

● Just when you think you’ve heard all the war stories, along comes Stephen Daisley and his historical contribution to New Zealand fiction. A Better Place is graphic and relentless and almost too much, but that’s what war was. Once I realised the horror wasn’t just a shocking opener to lure in the reader but rather the majority of the book, I gritted my teeth and settled in. There is stuff in here I hadn’t heard of before and couldn’t have imagined, and moments were absolutely heart-breaking. But there are also tender moments of brotherly love and camaraderie and bravery. And it’s all written in stunning prose that makes the book a real work of art. – Rachel

● My feelings are very mixed in regards to A Better Place. I have no doubt that this novel is an important addition to historical Aotearoa fiction and has created voices and stories for a group of men who would perhaps otherwise be voiceless. However, the grim reality of war followed by repressed 1940s New Zealand made for unpleasant reading. If you are after a slap around the face coupled with some brutal learning about life for New Zealand soldiers both during and after the war, A Better Place will certainly meet the brief. – Suzy


Published 2023
Text Publishing
224 pages

Audition – Pip Adam

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Oversized people crammed in a space ship hurtle through space. Experimental fiction about New Zealand’s unjust justice system, the state of our prisons and how to be a good coloniser.

It was one of the worst places Alba had ever been which was saying something because she had slept outside a lot, and once spent the night in the boot of a car while people outside the car talked loudly about setting it on fire, but she hated the prison so much. Stanley had never been anywhere like it, he had grown up in a loving house with parents who understood and supported him. But it was bad, no matter who you were.

● I am always apprehensive about reading Pip Adam books because they are usually so genre-bending I find them difficult to follow. I know this is a sign of Adam’s complete genius but it means my reading experience is a bit of a rollercoaster. Audition was no different. At first about giants in space, then prisoners in a secure facility then about colonisers arriving in a new land. I wouldn’t be surprised if in years to come we discover Adam has invented a new genre and if so at that time I will-re-read everything she has written. But for now I am doing my best to understand and enjoy them as they are written. – Rachel

● It’s pretty early on in Audition that you basically have to submit to Pip Adam’s writing and just roll with whatever the hell is happening. You can do that in good faith though, knowing you are in the hands of an author who is undeniably brilliant and very much in control of a story that at times feels chaotic and bewildering.– Suzy


Published 2023
Giramondo
223 pages


Lioness – Emily Perkins

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Therese Thorn is a luxury homewares retailer and married to a wealthy man who is accused of corruption. Newly 50, Therese must now take control of her life and reinvent herself, with the help of her kind-of-muse and friend, Claire. A story about female rage and female power; about women who seem poised on the outside but are on fire on the inside.

You know how we say we devoured a story, and also that we were consumed by it? Eating and being eaten. It was like that with Claire, for me.

● As I shudder through perimenopause it was reassuring to read a work of fiction that somehow captured this quietly unsettled and at times slightly mad way of being. Lioness was a very Kiwi novel, although a richer more well-to-do Kiwi than I know. Despite this cavernous gap between the Thorns and myself, it was somehow still very familiar. I loved Lioness for its portrayal of the rebelliousness of middle-aged women. – Suzy

● As a woman of the same approximate age of Emily Perkins and Therese Thorn, I understood how the foibles of middle age can exacerbate other events in your life. For Therese, her middle age and husband’s investigation by the Serious Fraud Office are enough to fire up her inner rage. She must take charge of her life, stop trying to please everyone else, and instead break free from the pride and transform. Her new friend Claire is at the centre of her support network.

It’s a powerful book about the roles of women and how we fit into consumerist, male dominated, eat-or-be-eaten circles. Perkins raises lots of topical issues for women and for New Zealanders from gender roles, politics, consumerism, greed and personal responsibility. However, Perkins never gets moralistic or preachy, instead putting thoughts forward and encouraging the reader to form their own opinions.

Parts of the book are funny, others sadly recognisable, others surreal and a bit weird but all that rage has to go somewhere! The plot and narrative is built expertly so what seems simple to begin with is anything but by the final pages. – Rachel


Published 2023
Bloomsbury Publishing
352 pages

Birnam Wood – Eleanor Catton

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A guerilla gardening group and an immigrant billionaire are both using beautiful New Zealand land illegally. Unsurprisingly they discover one another and clash but when trouble strikes there is benefit in them colluding. A political and eco thriller about greed and corruption, influenced by Shakespeare’s Macbeth.

Every little thing now has to be about maximising your potential, and perfecting yourself, and honing yourself, and getting the best deal out of your life, and out of your body, and out of your precious fucking time. Everything’s a corporate retreat now. Everything has utility. 

● After not having much success with understanding The Rehearsal nor finishing The Luminaries, I didn’t hold out much hope for Birnam Wood. Therefore I was pleasantly surprised with its readability and humming storyline. Knowing what I do about the author, I’m 100% sure that in enjoying the wonderful twists and turns of the storyline I have missed some very poignant and intelligent points. I am not bothered by this, because on face value Birnam Wood is a bloody rollicking read and at times even got into the unputdownable category. – Suzy

Birnam Wood is a good read for a read’s sake. It’s fast-paced and action packed, with interesting well-rounded characters, (who sometimes appear as caricatures but the clever Catton doesn’t do anything unintentionally). There’s corruption and greed and murder. There’s a look at class differences and ecological and environmental topics. It is a page turner and I read this quite quickly. This doesn’t mean it doesn’t have faults though. It is somewhat preachy – billionaires bad, left-wing radicals good, NZers anti-intellectualism – but in the end no one is spared the barb of Catton’s sharp tongue. I found it disappointing that for a New Zealand book there wasn’t any inclusion of Māori characters or culture, especially when the book is about the importance of turangawaewae. – Rachel


Published 2023
Farrar, Straus and Giroux
432 pages

Kim JiYoung, Born 1982 – Cho Nam-joo

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Chosen by Rachel

Kim Jiyoung is a new wife and young mother living in Seoul. One day she begins channelling dead women from her past, speaking eerily. The book is a look at important events in her life and the way in which women are ill-regarded and ill-treated in Korean society. It became a cult classic when it was first published in 2016.

You’re right. In a world where doctors can cure cancer and do heart transplants, there isn’t a single pill to treat menstrual cramps.’ Her sister pointed at her own stomach. ‘The world wants our uterus to be drug-free. Like sacred grounds in a virgin forest’.

●  I can see why this became a cult classic amongst women everywhere: a young Korean woman calls out the misogynistic behaviour she sees and is a victim of. It is clever how Jiyoung is a kind of passive observer in her own life and acts as a conduit or a sacrifice for all women to channel their rage. The ending is brilliant/rage-enducing and I have very strong feelings about it but will not provide any spoilers. This should be required reading for all young women and young men. – Rachel

●  This cleverly structured short novel really packed some punch relating to the ingrained long history of misogyny in South Korea. This novel plays such an important role in showcasing what woman face in everyday life, from a girl bought up and treated differently to her brothers, sexual harassment through school, university and adulthood, injustice relating to career opportunities … the list goes on. I really enjoyed the structure and the journey of what it is like be to a South Korean woman narrating her way through life. Loved it and would encourage people to read it! – Jodie

● Kim Jiyoung, Born 1982 was more than just frustrating, it was enraging. It made me want to yell at every man I know, just because they are men. To have women’s subjugation laid bare like this was confronting and challenging and I felt quite unsettled after finishing it (and still do). A brilliant book. – Suzy

● This was an educational and deeply frustrating read. As depressing as it was I still felt hopeful with the progress for women being made in Korea. The final chapter was aggravating but somehow darkly humorous to me. Not a relaxing story but I felt more enlightened to the situation for women in Korea which I appreciate. – Jo


Published 2020
Anansi International
163 pages

Pet – Catherine Chidgey

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Pet is a psychological thriller, about 12-year-old Justine and her fascination with her glamorous new teacher Mrs Price. She, and many of her classmates, are determined to be the teacher’s pet, clambering to help or do after-school jobs and not blinking an eye when the tasks become questionable.

She was new to town and new to St Michael’s that year, and younger than our parents and prettier than our mothers, who wore fawn slacks and plastic rain bonnets. She made us feel special just by the way she looked at us, as if we had something important to say and she couldn’t wait to hear it. Often she’d rest a hand on our shoulder like an old friend, then lean in and listen. Laugh when we wanted her to laugh. Offer kind words before we knew we needed them. Tell us how bright we were, what original thinkers.

Justine is grieving the recent loss of her mother and so attaches herself to this mother-figure. She is well crafted and it’s easy to feel sympathy for her, even when, in her effort to be accepted by her teacher and her peers, Justine gets drawn down into some insensitive behaviours.

Pet captures ‘80s social dynamics well, particularly the school environment at a time when tamariki didn’t have a voice in the adult world and power struggles were rife. This provides a perfect setting for a story of friendships, bullies, grief and fixation with beauty.

The classic New Zealand setting melds into a plot that bubbles away with intrigue to start with then throws down surprise after surprise. I read it in only a few days, unable to put it down for any length of time. – Rachel


Published 2023
Te Herenga Waka University Press
347 pages

Backwaters – Emma Ling Sidnam

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Backwaters addresses the consequences of feeling distant from your ethnic heritage. It starts with fourth generation New Zealander, Laura, being asked “but where are you from from?” New Zealand has been her family’s birth place and home for generations, yet acquaintances and strangers want to pigeon hole her to her great-great-grandparents’ homeland of China. Laura is ambivalent about her heritage so the questioning not only bugs her but guilts her about not knowing more.

My Chinese roots are tangled, messy, unwanted and yet still there. They’re still there, even if I never get over myself, even if I never dig deep enough to find that they’re beautiful. Still there, even if Ken Long isn’t my real great-great-grandfather. Still there, even if there are answers I’ll never find.

When she’s asked to write about the Chinese New Zealand experience for a work project, Laura decides to discover her family’s history via the diary of her great-great-grandfather Ken, a market gardener in the early years of the colony.

A dual narrative follows the journey of Ken’s immigration and Laura’s identity crisis as she undertakes a deeper exploration of her whakapapa and wonders if a closer connection to it will alter her life any.

This is something that happens too often in New Zealand, people born and raised here being asked where they are from, which is surprising when we have such a diverse and multi-cultural society. Ling-Sidham has captured well this moment of recent history and of right now.  Plus she has given Asian New Zealanders more of a voice, a group which is under represented in fiction.

I really enjoyed this character and her existential ponderings, not only about her heritage, her identity and her sexual orientation but also about family secrets that come to light. Backwaters is a contemporary exploration of what it means to be a young adult growing up in today’s crazy world and everything felt authentic, especially the characterisation of Laura. – Rachel


Published 2023
Text Publishing
310 pages

Remarkably Bright Creatures – Shelby van Pelt

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Remarkably Bright Creatures features an all-knowing giant Pacific octopus as its key narrator. Marcellus knows only captivity and is astute in his observations of those observing him, which helps connect missing family members.

Day 1,361 of My Captiv- Oh, Let Us Cut the Shit, Shall We? We Have a Ring to Retrieve.

● Marcellus the Octopus was one of the three main narrators and was very cleverly written. He truly made this novel come together. I really enjoyed Marcellus’s observations on the humans in the novel which were laced with humour and wisdom. The novel itself was very character driven. The strength lay in the connection between Marcellus and Tova, one of the other narrators. Although at times I found the writing underwhelming and a little predictable, it was still a enjoyable novel to read. – Jodie

Remarkably Bright Creatures told a heart-warming story of grief, loss and love. I looked forward to hearing from Marcellus (who provided a unique and often funny perspective) and Tova (practical and emotionally constrained) the most. Cameron was interesting but slightly annoying. He was portrayed as an incredibly clever person however he was unable to hold down a job for long and didn’t have any assets to speak of. He then seemed to make an implausible improvement by holding down a job, working at the aquarium and paying his aunt back – quite the turnaround! The story was predictable and easy to follow which made for a nice change. – Jo

● I ignored the convenient coincidences that were scattered by the author throughout this novel, as nothing could sully my love for a fictitious octopus named Marcellus. This was a light and lovely read and one that I became completely drawn into. – Suzy

● Marcellus the octopus was the star of this book. It took me a while to warm to Cameron and Tova but because I loved that cepholapod so much I didn’t want to stop reading. Rather than have a big reveal of secrets uncovered at the end, van Pelt chose to have the clever Marcellus tell us early on, and the plot driver then became him trying to find a way to alert those involved as to his revelations. I liked this narrative style. A light-hearted read that warmed the cockles of the heart. – Rachel


Published 2022
Ecco
360 pages